babies

Friday, July 31, 2009

My Journey Started

My period was late for 3 days. During this few days, a lot of things have come to my mind. Could i be pregnant ??? Nar, wont be that easy. To strike lottery more easier for me than getting pregnant.
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Im very aware of my own health condition. When i wanna conceived for the 1st time, i have to pop up almost 30 pills each day. According to the sinseh ( chinese med practisioner) , my ovum doesnt know how to ovulate. Thats why i need the pills to send 'instruction' to my ovum to start working. After 6 months trying, at last, Wyson was conceived.
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After Wyson was born, i did go back to the same sinseh again. She checks my pulse and said the same thing too. Without pills, the chances for me to get conceived almost 0% , but she did warned me about miracles. They do happened sometimes.
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So for this 3 years, i didnt take any contraceptive pills or prevention method. I just practise 'do sex as and when u like it'. No worry at all and $$$ saving too....
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Till today, when i wanna buy the pregnancy tester , i still said the same thing, wont be that easy for me to get pregnant. I keep on telling myself the same thing.
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Here's the result of my 1st tester...














My first response when seeing the double line - Alamak, how could this happened..... I called hubby straight away and told him i strike first prize. He was puzzled coz he knows i dont buy numbers. I even give him some hint, i need to see doctor tonight, ' kau chut yan meng'... till here he still dont get it. My god, already so clear, still dont understand.... ' I think im pregnant' , i shouted to him. Silence for a while, then he said ' are you sure?'. Im not so sure and i dont want to be sure, but im sure i wanna go clinic tonigt to confirm my worry.
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This is my 2nd tester result, from the clinic














The doctor said the line a bit fade but still considered as a positive pregnancy. Ok, fine, fine, i will take it. Eventhough hard to believe, leaving me & hubby wonders how did this happened.

On the way back, i suggested to hubby why dont we buy the digital tester, so that we dont have to be so unsure about the faded line. The digital tester will just show ' PREGNANT' or 'NOT PREGNANT'.

So, this is my 3rd tester result...

Now me & hubby have no more doubt about this. Its already clearly showed PREGNANT. So we have come to accept the truth. Im finally pregnant again. Eventhough we're not ready for this, as we dont expected to add another family member in the near future. But we still accept this gift from god, it was a miracle baby.
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Baby Jr, Mummy have conceived you without taking any pills... so you must be great in winning this amazing race... keep up the good work, kiddo... u just need to stay in Mummy's tummy for another 9 months.